lost and found
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The day we lost our son Ben on a beach in Cornwall was a harrowing experience ..
It helps me to understand something of the Fatherheart of God when He lost His children in Eden to the 'father of lies', and would give anything to get them back .. He did - He gave His only Son Jesus , so we could come HOME
The day had started well enough
On holiday in Cornwall
Car packed up … Breakfast done
Another great beach day for everyone
"Yippee"
Buckets spades
Towels trunks
Food & Drink
Wind break
Rubber mallet
Deck chairs
Plastic cups
Oh yes, and First-aid
Cricket stuff
French boules
Volleyball with net
Surf boards
Wet suits
Inflatable boat
With long rope
Oh an umbrella in case we get wet
Football
Wooden bats
Tennis ball on elastic
Suncream Sun hats
It’s going to be fantastic
Stunt kite
Fishing nets
Crab line
Do you reckon that’s that
Oh sunglasses
Beach bags
Blankets
Roll up mats
There’s only one thing, let me think
We didn’t pack the kitchen sink!
Happy days, hours of fun
Simple pleasures, lots to be done
Don’t need much to fill the days
Off we go on our holidays
Surfing
Beachball
Rounders too
Rock pools
Cricket
“ Need the loo”
“well go into the dunes then ! “
Sarnies
Coffee
Melting ice cream
Competitions
Living the dream
Dad gets buried in the sand
Everything going as planned
Then all of a sudden, someone says
Has anyone seen Ben ?
Do you mean our 3 year old son , Ben ?
What, is he not here then ?
I thought you had him
No … I thought he was with you
When did we last see him?
When you scored 392 at cricket
Then went off with the wickets
And we all followed back to base
We must have left him in our haste
To celebrate your victory
Woops , only 1000+ people on this beach
An incoming tide within reach
Don’t get frantic
Lets keep calm
I’m sure he wont come to any harm
Have you seen a little boy
Three years old
Blonde hair , blue eyes
About this size
Wearing a cap
Sorry mate , must be loads like that
That was ok for 15 minutes
But after that …..we become
Nonsensical
Irrational
Anxious
Full of fear
Heart thumping
Mind racing
Nerve jangling
Emotionally drained and
Close to tears
The list of stuff
We brought with us
Is not enough
To deal with this situation
We have to dig much deeper
After half an hour and our nerves in tatters
An amazing life-guard walks up
hand-in-hand with all that matters
Our little lost son is found
He’s not perturbed
Had wandered around
Undisturbed
Near the Pavilion
Completely happy
Splendid oblivion
The little chappie
Oh sweet relief
Father God lost His children in Eden
Which was the reason
Jesus came to find them
And bring us back to Heaven
For God would rather
We be back home
In the arms of our Heavenly Father
john nuttall 2018